i don’t think i like this very much. i mean it’s good if there is actually something there but if i’m just gonna go around and let people play with my feelings all over again then i might as well let them push me off a cliff. it’s sad when you start caring and they don’t. but if they ever become needy, you’re still there. and when it’s your turn, nobody fucking gives a damn. not that i’m asking for anything in return, i just hate how this has to work this way all the time. i need to stop being so nice!
let’s see if i’d be able to keep up with this.
