why do i regret half of the things i do after 24-48 hours of doing it? something’s up again and i am not gonna pretend like i don’t care because i do care. i don’t know know what to do anymore. there’s just so much i don’t understand and i know i’ll be spending the next couple of days trying to think of something i could do just to bring everything back to how they were before. sadly, it will always have to work this way.. trying to fix something without knowing what the damage is. i’m tired of doing this on my own. i’m giving up.
