October 2011
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September 2011
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THESE DAYS..
My Saturday nights are all about going to the dermatologist, eating in Tokyo Tokyo by myself (ordering for 2) and trying to prevent myself from sleeping in the FX on the way home. What happened?
July 2011
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Talk-to-strangers night.
I miss my weekends. June 5th was one of the few eventful nights I’ve had this year so far. Though I went home a bit disappointed and upset, I was happy that day. It was crazy. Let me tell you more about what happened that night.
It was definitely a night to remember. I needed to go out because it was the last Saturday I’ll have as my day-off until we change schedules again. What...
June 2010
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I slept through Father's Day...
I need to try harder.
May 2010
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Six days at the bottom of the ocean.
My calves are tired from all the walking I’ve done this week. Suddenly, the afternoon heat felt nothing compared to the pain I was feeling inside. It all started with Mother’s Day morning conversations at the breakfast table then it all went downhill from there. I almost decided to leave home and move out. Then I had to go to work while I was in a big mess. My emotional needs as a human being...
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What I have been up to last April.
Haven’t been able to update this journal lately. My laptop’s still not fixed and I’m always too tired to write when I have work so I’m always excited to go home. But just to update this with useless pieces of information about my life, here are a couple of things:
So April, that I tagged as self-improvement month, actually started with plans of losing weight and having a lifestyle change. Didn’t...
April 2010
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GIRLS NIGHT IN!
In camz’ house is where the inuman disaster always happens. Last time I was there was almost 3 years ago and that night was the craziest nights of all crazy nights. geez. I can’t help but *face-palm* whenever I think about it. I missed these people! Just like the old days..
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Funds
Things to save up for this April:
anti-obesity pills
prints
haircut
surgery
more movies
cheap lens
tempura
hosiery
travel money
alcopop
The rest of my salary shall be forcibly put in to my savings account.
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COFFEE
There he was standing right in front of me. His eyes fixed onto mine. There’s no turning back now. He looked nice under the dim orange lights, it illuminated his pretty face even more. And I was under those lights too, but it only showed how I was such a nervous-wreck. I knew he was gonna ask the question. The look on his face told me he was ready. He knew he was gonna get an answer. I wasn’t...
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March 2010
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I'm sine squared theta, you're cosine squared...
photos from last night with Nikki and Ruby!
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Seven Hours
It’s nights like these when I find myself still tired after almost 10 hours of sleep. It’s the last day of work and I could feel the exhaustion on every muscle of my body. My hair untidy and damp, my lips chapped, my skin so dry it’s peeling off and there’s still a little bit of eyeliner left from last night. Every minute I check to see what time it is as I try to find the excitement I once...
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I need a vacation..
I was walking in Cubao earlier. There were a lot of people walking with me and I thought they were probably on their way home already. Good for them. I didn’t hear any sound coming from the city ‘cause I was filling my ears with Ra Ra Riot and I somehow wished they could hear the good music I was listening to. The night time felt nice.. cold and lonely, even with all the people around me....
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THE SOCIAL CONTRACT
A good friend once told me that there is such a thing as the social contract. You don’t know me, I don’t know you therefore there must be a boundary between the exchange of thoughts, words, and expressions among us. This is just to prevent the other from getting offended at an early stage of friendship or whatever you want to call it. To say this in a simpler way, you have to be nice to me and I...
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I'm having a good day.
here are the reasons why:
it’s payday!
was able to do some grocery shopping for some diet food a.k.a whole grain cereal, skim milk, wheat bread, low salt canned tuna, flavored oatmeal, fruits and veggies. yes, i am fully motivated to lose 10 lbs this month. haha. lakas ng fighting spirit!
yesterday, our manager raffled off 15 slots for paid vacation leave on the 5th of april. it was on a...
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WEATHER FORECAST
i don’t think i like this very much. i mean it’s good if there is actually something there but if i’m just gonna go around and let people play with my feelings all over again then i might as well let them push me off a cliff. it’s sad when you start caring and they don’t. but if they ever become needy, you’re still there. and when it’s your turn, nobody fucking gives a damn. not that i’m asking...
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Pizza with the girls.
yesterday i met up with lanel and ruby in gateway to meet kissa (who was having her hair colored) and argee in katipunan. i couldn’t sleep and i just can’t stand the heat at home anymore so i just went out with them. i missed these people. walking along katipunan was nice but not as much as walking in recto. haha. so it was pizza, almost falling down the stairs, double-meaning conversations, lots...
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Last Night.
no plans pushed thru and everybody was nowhere to be found all of a sudden so we just ended up having some drinks in cubao. why do i feel like i’m never gonna get out of this area? hahaha. it was a fun night of bad acting, knock knock jokes and uto-utuan.
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What I wanna do is..
stay in bed all day, eat chocolate cake, and watch DVDs. i’ve been wanting to do this ever since late last year but it just never happens. i need to go to quiapo already so i could buy DVDs and then to Mrs. Polly’s in galleria for the awesome shell-magallanes chocolate cake. oh, payday come already.
i want to have that one day when i dont have to think about my own life, when i can give myself...
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AYOKO NA!
ang mga bagay na nangyari ng walang kasunod ay hindi nalang dapat nangyari sa simula palang.
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The daylight seems to want you just as much as I...
please don’t listen to snow patrol if you don’t have anybody special to think about. these lyrics are made for true love and pure honesty — their songs don’t really go well with infatuations. i have to stop listening cause i can’t really imagine myself with anybody. ok i lied.. i can but i’m not supposed to because i have to stop making a fool out of myself already. hahaha.
yeah. this is...
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BLECH.
i’m staring at the screen right now and i don’t know what i’m gonna write here. the weekend was sort of eventful but i don’t know where to start. just came from having coffee, trying on shoes i couldn’t afford and yoshinoya dinner (TEMPURA, FINALLY!) in ortigas with the best friend and now i’m here at work on my day off browsing the web when i’m not supposed to. let’s see..
was supposed to watch...
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“I constantly feel like mother nature is in the same mood as I am.”
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WHATEV.
zomg liek i just found out something. hahaha jeez. well i have bad news, i don’t give a fuck and nobody freaking cares! so just get over it. but hey.. that was really flattering. so thanks. haha.
regina george win.
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Simple Joys
genuinely nice people
finding loose change you left in your pocket
free coffee
waking up knowing you could sleep for another two hours
super fast ordinary bus rides
clean toilets
healthcard benefits
overcast weather
eye contact
being able to fall asleep in less than five minutes after lying down
night time
sunday traffic
weekends
christmas lights
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HERE WE GO AGAIN
why do i regret half of the things i do after 24-48 hours of doing it? something’s up again and i am not gonna pretend like i don’t care because i do care. i don’t know know what to do anymore. there’s just so much i don’t understand and i know i’ll be spending the next couple of days trying to think of something i could do just to bring everything back to how they were before. sadly, it will...
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“THREE FULL SECONDS OF EYE CONTACT BETWEEN TWO COMPLETE STRANGERS.. DOES THAT...”
February 2010
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HEY
i’m taking everything back. you are so annoying.
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Bat For Lashes - Sad Eyes
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The Rejection Pile
today was probably the most exhausting day of february. there were hundreds of girls who lined up and a few got in. my curriculum vitae a.k.a. real shit belonged to the shredder. three hours of waiting until it was my turn and only less than thirty seconds to say what i have to. she wasn’t really interested, i could tell. and then it was over. i’m glad it’s over. i sat beside this nice girl who...
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Life on hold...
(WARNING: i’m in the mood to rant because i am PMS-ing so thanks if you’re gonna read the whole entry although not advised as this only a hormone-driven text post)
i have this dream career, that only a few of my closest friends know about, which mainly involves..well, all that i could ever wish for to happen while i’m twenty (meaning the desire for beautiful clothes, lots of shoes, tons of cash...
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The XX - Shelter